It's almost like Dallas
All over again
Only not as dramatic
Not as intense
I am alone
But not suicidally alone
I guess once that part of you dies
It stays dead
But you still hurt
For some reason
Today I takes my rank
Among the unmentionables
The mistakes
The hidden and kept hidden
I rank atop
The wishing
Wanting
And would have's
And will never quite make it
To the have's and truly
List
The only thing I can figure
Is that I keep
Mastering the good-in-theory's
Thinking one day
The experiment will be a success
He will choose me
And I will be the best