i'm sitting here
listening to the favorite song
of a crazy girl
who wants to be locked in an asylum
because it's safer there
and reading words
a man wrote
a man who doesn't even know me
and he's nailing my ass to the wall
every fucking word
is like a goddamn razor
that cuts through the thick skin
i've worked so hard
and for so many years to develop
what the fuck man
he's not supposed to call me out
like this
i do the seeing through
i call the bullshit
not you
i cry
but not because it hurts
but because now i know
this is what it feels like
to be totally exposed
totally fucking naked
and beautiful